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Sunday, January 24, 2010

AGES since i last posted..
4 mths i think..
too busy to update..
it has been work work work for the past months..
haiz..
wers my personal life man..
aniwae..
did went for a japan trip end of 2009..
its a company trip though..
for abt 4 days..
suppose to take a plane back to SG on 04th Jan de..
but bcoz our plane has to transit at beijing..
n beijing was snowing heavily the day before..
our plane was delayed and we were stuck at fukuoka airport for a few hrs..
finally wen our plane can depart to beijing..
we missed our transit flight der..
so had to stay in beijing for another nite..
e best ting is..
our clothes were not meant for the weather der..
it was at -18 degrees in beijing man..
we were stuck at beijing airport for abt 2 hrs before getting an accomodation arranged..
and der after..
we still had to wait for a taxi to bring us to the hotel..
n guess wat?
the queue was super long..
we were waiting for a taxi at -18 degrees for at least 30mins..
can never imagine how cold tt was..
finally wen we board e taxi..
e taxi has no warmer..
n e trip to the hotel was lyk 1 hr??
coz e driver had to drive damn slow bcoz of the snow..
wen we reach e hotel..
e room warmer is USELESS as well!!
omg..
was freezing in the hotel room..
went over to the guys room and rested for the whole morning n afternoon of the following day..
we checked out in the evening to prepare to take the 2330hrs flight..
reached airport at 7plus and had dinner 1st before check in starts at 2030hrs..
wen we checked in and got our boarding pass..
we realized tt our flight has AGAIN been delayed till 0315hrs the next day..
goodness..
so we had abt 6hrs in the airport to burn..
after walking thru DFS for awhile..
the flight was further delayed till 0405hrs..
argh..
n the airport gets colder in the nite..
i was so glad wen we finally board e plane..
coz i reli duno if i can still survive hw much longer in tt cold..
felt so hapi wen i saw e sun in SG..
btw.. we hand picked fresh strawberries from a strawberry farm in japan..
n we were stupid enuf to pack all e strawberries in carton boxes n go by cargo..
coz wen it reach SG..
it was all smashed..
how wasted..
n i happily packed 2 boxes der..
n only ate 1 piece..
in the end..
cant eat any of those tt i picked back..
regret tt i did not eat more back in japan..
but well..
at least i stepped into japan b4..
so i guess it is not too bad a trip..

cant wait to meet my sweeties this sunday..
cya girls!!!

emptiness @
11:00 PM





Friday, October 02, 2009

time flies n i haf been with OHS fo 15 mths..
2dae marks my official last day with the company..
but my last day of work was on monday..
was clearing my leave for the past 4days..
did not haf much of a feeling wen i left..
no hapiness.. no sadness..
didnt even felt lyk it was my last day wen i went to work on monday..
is tt good or bad?
i duno oso..

starting my new job tis coming mon, 05th Oct 09..
its a place tt i nv tot i will be working at..
not much of a surprise though..
but its juz not sth within my tots..
felt tt i needed a change of envt..
a change of job scope..
as i dun quite lyk a sitting dwn job actually..
ppl mite tink tt i m stupid to gif up an office job..
coz many ppl wan to haf office job but cldnt get one..
n yet here i m..
giving up tis job to go for an operations job..

well..
i guess that many a times in life..
we need to learn to sacrifice sth in order to gain sth else in return..
changes will alwaz occur in life..
n we haf to learn to accept it..
good luck to me..
n hopefully i haf made e right decision..

emptiness @
8:41 PM





Wednesday, August 26, 2009

当你身边的人都是自私自利的
你知道那是什么感受吗?
当每个人都只做好自己的本份
而不管其他的人
你知道那是多么的难受吗?
当你对身边的人和事感到很愤怒时
却只能够忍耐
你知道那是多么的辛苦吗?
感觉就像是一座不能够爆发的火山一样
一直一直一直的压抑自己的情绪
真的好难受好难受
有时候真的好想装病请病假
但是却始终过不了自己心理的那一关
因为我讨厌别人装病
所以我无法做出讨厌别人做的事情
唉...
好烦好烦啊

可是现在我有一个改变的机会
却因为某种因素
让我一直犹豫不决
我是该为了金钱而继续忍受那些无奈
还是该勇敢的放下这一切而离去呢?

emptiness @
3:07 PM





Sunday, July 05, 2009

hmm..
1st wk after start of work..
not much of a feeling..
juz felt tt ANCO seemed to haf been over for a long tym..
although its only juz 2 wks after break camp..

anw..
went to haf dim sum lunch wit my family, relatives, n my grandma..
its to celebrate post mothers' day for my grandma..
so its a treat frm my dadi n aunties..
we had our dim sum lunch at yum cha..
which is near my grandma's place..
n it was lucky my dad reserved e table ytd..
coz it was lyk long queue wen we reached der..
i didnt eat alot though..
coz not feeling tt hungry actuali..

after tt went up to grandma place for awhile..
den set off to orchard..
tot of getting a new phone for my mum..
coz her bdae is nxt wk..
while walking 2 taka..
we passed by giordano in wisma..
so my dad wanted 2 go in n see..
n ended up other than my dad..
both me n my sis oso bought sth frm der..
my dad bought 4 t-shirts..
my sis bought 2 pairs on jeans..
n i bought 2 tank tops..
so we spent $107 at giordano itself..
after tt went to hello shop at taka..
but nth seemed to catch my mum's eye..
so we went to walk ard taka instd..
i went to mango, zara, n guess on my own 1st..
did not find anyting tt i fancy..
haiz..
wen i wan 2 spend money..
cant seem 2 find anyting tt i lyk..
n i wanted to buy more working attire de..
but cant seem to find anyting appriopiate n nice..
sumtyms is not reli bcoz of e price..
is bcoz reli cant find sth i lyk..
sianz..
den i went to find mumi n dadi at e children's section in taka itself..
n mumi bought a pair of sandals + 2 t-shirts for e lil boy..
juz b4 heading hm..
we went to tis fair tt was at e taka open space area..
bought a pillow for my dad..
costing $31.50...
e promoter said e original price is $89..
but nw on sale during tis fair..
den my mum said dad shld change his pillow liaoz..
so we bought it for him..
since it is lyk so cheap nw..

so tts e end of our family outing 2dae..
hapi hapi..
coz hardly go shopping wit my family..
tml is monday liaoz..
n start of work agn..
having pre-monday blues alrdy..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............

emptiness @
9:21 PM





Monday, June 29, 2009

有时候
觉得自己似乎是多余的
感觉自己所做的
好像没有什么
所付出的并不算什么
别人好像做的比我多
又比我好

有时候
我自己在想
自己是不是到了该放手的时候
也许少了我的存在
并不会有任何的改变
也许他们能够做的比我更好
但是我却又有种不舍
在心中不停的拉扯



放弃梦想的感受
有谁了的
因为某种重任
我必须将它暂时割舍
心中的伤痕
只能用坚强来淹没
但坚强能够延续多久
能够带我走多远
淹没多少的伤痕
我不晓得

emptiness @
10:32 PM





Saturday, June 27, 2009

well well..
as the saying goes..
快乐的时光总是短暂的
i will be back to work in another 9.5hrs..
n the daily routine shall commence once agn..
gota say bye bye to my freedom liaoz..
n say hello to my emails n phone calls instead..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...............................

emptiness @
11:35 PM






Post ANCO 09 Outing (26th June 09)


went kbox in e afternoon..
wit 12 others..
officers wld be kenneth, aisuan, justin, arens, kweehaan
sncos wld be yanrong, margaret, peiling, siang ning, ying ying, pris, n jue hong..
we sang til 7pm b4 heading for dinner at botak jones..
which was juz across e road frm cine..
i had deir fish n chips..
not bad..
but i cant finish e chips..
















**my fish n chips**


oh..
n i juz found out tt margaret share e same bdae as me!!
so cool..!!
















**me n margaret**


after tt we decided to go PS arcade..
coz cine arcade is not fun..
n so ex sumore..
so we "hike" all e way to PS..
i played e bball game as usual..
stil cant break thru my 400+ high score last tym..
onli manage to hit 300+
so sucky..
den got intro to e new game by wt, hy, n pris..
is lyk u gota touch e boxes according to e music..
damn fun sia..
so exciting..
my new arcade addiction liao..
lol..
played till 11plus..
den went 2 SMU's underpass wit justin, zhanhui, arens, wt, n pris..
we played cards n MSN using justin's acct at e same tym..
we stayed til abt 0120hrs b4 we decided 2 leave..
coz zhanhui wil be in dead meat if he stil does not go hm..
we took quite sumtym 2 find e exit man..
coz apparently all e exits r locked once e clock hits 0000hrs..
after tt we went our seperate ways..
n i cabbed hm wit wt..
so reached hm at ard 0145hrs..
bath.. chk emls.. chat awhile..
den slept at ard 0300hrs..
so hapi..
coz its lyk a feeling of back to e old days..
lyk wen i m still in sch..
but den agn..
good times do not last..
coz in less den 24hrs..
i gota be back at work liaoz..
n holidays lyk tis will not come by again soon..

emptiness @
11:41 AM





Thursday, June 25, 2009

just some photos taken on flyer on mon, 22nd june 09








































































































































































































24th June 09
back to ytd..
went out shopping wit evon n cass..
as usual..
our dear evon is late agn..
lolz..
she came ard at abt 3pm..
wen cass n i alry finished Far East liaoz..
haha..
anw..
we decided 2 head 2 wisma instd 2 do our shopping..
i saw tis nice shades at espirit in isetan..
but it was e last piece..
n no discount sumore..
so i didnt by frm der..
decided 2 go all e way to PS to chk if dey had new stocks..
so we travelled all e way der by foot..
which took us abt 30mins i tink..
under the lil drizzling rain..
finali we reached der..
n der were new stocks for my glasses..
thought for quite awhile b4 deciding to buy..
coz it cost $115 leh..
no discount sumore..
but evon say i shld pamper myself since i dun buy often..
so here's my 收获 for the day..


actualli we wanted to watch the movie "The Land of Lost" (tink tts e name of e movie)
but apparently..
der were NO time slots for tt at all!!
coz tink most of e cinemas dey open alot of slots for the opening of Transformers..
ended up we haf no movie to watch..
so we decided 2 go for dinner at pizza hut..
i had tis baked pasta wit cheese n mushrooms..
was so damn full even b4 i finish it..
but i stil ended up finishing e food..
coz dun wana waste..
chit chat over dinner..
tok abt e old tyms..
n hw life sucks nw coz we cant mit up as often..
n many many more..
left e restaurant at abt 9pm..
n headed hm liaoz..
hw i wish everyday i could go out n spend lyk tis..
but i noe it is not possible..
my holidays r ending soon..
in another 2 more days..
n is back to work..
wit all e stress agn..
sumtyms i feel lyk i m older den 21yrs old..
wen i m gg to reach 21 only..
haiz..
life is hard..
reli hard..


emptiness @
2:44 PM







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